fear of the unknown

"even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise" im not sure where i read that or who said that but it reminds me of the verse in the Bible about how we may cry in the night but joy come s in the morning. Im ready for morning because im tired of mourning. My husband is still without a job, meaning no income, no money for food, eviction notices, cell phone bills about to go unpaid which means no contact with the outside world. ITs been almost exactly a year since we moved the whole family to pensacola beach ,fl. Away from everything familiar, family, friends, church. I even moved a senior in highschool because thats what i felt God wanted. Now here we are, in a condo on the beach, and no way to pay for it and no job in sight. Even the gorgeous view we have isnt gorgeous when you cant feed your family. The Bible reminds us that we shouldn worry about what we will wear or what we will eat. If His eye is on the sparrow then we know He watches us. I believe that wholeheartidly. however, I wonder how far He will allow us to go until He brings us another miracle. Homeless? I want to feel His love again. Its hard to feel loved in this situation. I know it in my heart but I need to spend some more time with God to get to know Him better. To be reminded of just how much He loves me and my children. Its hard when you are where I am/ Im almost without hope. Thats a scary place to be. Prayers would be welcomed! i will update!